Samson type beat
In the book of Judges, after Samson loses his sight and spends time in prison, his hair starts to regrow, and with it comes a little of his strength. His story ends with him asking God for one more aura-farming moment to push down the pillars of the building and crush his enemies.
I am having a Samson moment. For a while now, I have been barely-functional in my depression (the attendant depression after an episode) and have not really come up for a reason to keep on going.
Today, while driving, I reflected on Petra, and how she has stood by my side through some of the most tumultuous moments of my life. True to her name, she's been a rock, the one thing I could count on in this sea of illusion.
I have decided to pull on all the strength in me, and call upon whatever strength remains. I will do it for her. She deserves it.